November 28, 2007

Ode to Seurat

Transitioning through life
One stiff drink at a time
A member of the New York Intelligensia
Our class moves the foundations of all that is here

Shakespeare, it is believed, would play ghosts in his plays
And he always would have a similar message
Remember me
Remember me, O Hamlet
An artist's biggest fear is anonymity.

That somehow, somewhere, and at some point
No will care for what your entire life was based on
That even children, children's children, and children's children's children
Will not see the lineage before them
Will not honor the ghosts.

So fame befalls all artists minds as a means of being remembered.
Remembrance, more than money and posessions
Because fame is at cost of privacy and the positive anonymity.

Seurat.
La Grande Jatte.
"By the blue, purple-yellow-red water"
As we pass, in our perfect park
Made of specs of light and dark

I rememeber you, George. You are your painting.
I toil as you did, George.
I am sure to pass on to my children your work.

November 23, 2007

Round and round

Dec 1 - Wicked Willy's, NYC 9PM
Dec 3 - Tainted Blue Productions "From the Penthouse", Brooklyn, NY 9PM
Dec 5 - Abbey Lounge, Boston, MA 7PM
Dec 7 - Snooty Pig, Corning, NY 9PM
Dec 12 - Sidewalk Cafe, NYC 9PM
Dec 14 - CD Release Party - Nietzsche's, Buffalo, NY 10:30PM
Dec 15 - Bottom's Up Lounge - Sault Ste. Marie, ON 9:30PM
Dec 29 - Wicked Willy's, NYC 9PM
Jan 12 - Crimson Frog, Harrisburg, PA 8:30PM
Jan 16 - Steel City Sessions, Philadelphia, PA 8PM
Jan 26 - Enter Stage Left Coffeehouse Series, Hopkington, MA 7PM
Feb 8 - Snooty Pig, Corning, NY 9PM
Feb 16 - Uncommon Ground, Chicago, IL 8PM
Feb 23 - Brooklyn Coffee and Tea House, Providence, RI 7PM
Mar 14 - Snooty Pig, Corning, NY 9PM
Mar 17 - St. Patrick's Day Party, Snooty Pig, Corning, NY 9PM
Apr 12 - Molly Brannigan's, Scranton, PA 8PM
Aug 24 - Perk's Coffeehouse, Norwood, MA 8PM
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See me. Feel me. Touch me. Heal me.

November 2, 2007

Much going on

I have another job interview to work in the Benefits office of the hospital next week Monday. I would be working in mid-town, up on 40th and 3rd, in the same building as Gov. Spitzer. Here's hoping.

I'm not nervous anymore with my job. I'm on top of everything, have an accurate and decent tracking system, and have been receiving good feedback. I am excited to move forward in the coming days and weeks, even if I do not get another position.

My CD release show is on November 13th at the Bitter End. I've been rehearsing with my band for the last week or so, getting us ready for that night. I am nervous that it will all come together. I worry that enough people are going to show up.

My song was nominated out of thousands of other songs for the New York Songwriter's Circle annual Songwriting Contest. Top 25 out of thousands. First try, too. And for "Annie," how fitting to have it be the one.

Brandon lives in my basement apartment of my house. It's been really, really great thus far. I'm excited to see him at his craft, working tirelessly on his songs, watching movies, drinking beers, and laughing. He's so easy to be around, and just goes with the flow. He's going to do well here.

I'm drinking a bit more than I used to, just a drink or two after work. I've found that it's not the alcohol doing something to me, but just the idea of a crisp beer or ice-cold Bailey's that is so refreshing. I still don't get trashed or have more than literally 1 or 2, so I think it's okay.

My aunt was sentanced to 5 year probation following the accidental shooting of my god-daughter, Cassie. I keep them both in my prayers, knowing that God is still working.

Started going back to Church with Adam. It felt really good, and I loved singing the way I sing with praise music. It's such a relaxed thing for me, and I think my voice sounds best. Adam isn't Catholic, but still really felt compelled to go, and that was really inspiring. We're going to continue to go.

Adam and I have spent alot more time together in the house, and we've really hit it off. He's so very similar to me, especially in terms of mannerisms, outlook, and habits. He really gets it, what the important things are, and recognizes the absurdities that can exist around us.

It felt good to go to open mic with Brandon at Bar 4, and to see Megan. She has a grace about her; I feel as if she were always wearing a lavish gown with the way she walks. It felt good and right to hold her in my arms, like I know it always will.

Played the Sidewalk Cafe, the "Anti-Hooten-anney" with Malissa. I was asked to play a show in December based on my performance of 1 song, "Ophelia." Another rubber stamp for me, that I am a viable singer/songwriter. I am good at what I do.

An upcoming tour in a few weeks, partly alone, partly with Jeff Weimer, and partly with the whole band. Always with a car, though, thanks to my mother. First time going to Philadelphia, and hopefully seeing Ian and whoever else lives there.

Another gig at the Back Fence Saturday, another opportunity to make boatloads of extra money. Can't wait. Football in the park on Sunday at 1, followed by football on the tube at 4.

Lots to report. Back to work.